Mr Bad Media Karma

A cursory peek into my fucked-up life. Rants and raves, musings and madness - come get your piece of me.

Monday, July 24, 2006

Back!

I needed some time to get my sequins and shit together, so to speak. But I'm back and rocking the MAC. Ooh speaking of gadgets, I FINALLY GOT A NEW PHONE! A long overdue investment indeed. It's my first Samsung. I usually wouldn't purchase a Samsung but this one is a beauty (well I think it is anyway, and goodbye bulge in pocket!)


It's the Kate Moss of phones! So anorexic la! If Naomi Campbell used it to whack her hapless assisstant it'd probably just break in two.

Yesterday was great fun, seeing the guys (and gal) after so many months. Or weeks. Anyway driving around in Gerald's car was an experience indeed. He let Tong take the wheel around Ngee Ann Poly and my life flashed before me. Ok it didn't but we may well have died. Drove to BTP for dinner and then to the future (NUS la) before going back to the past (AC la, state-of-the-art new campus and all) and then driving through that one-of-a-kind Kent Ridge road and up the hill. By this point Gerald had begun to complain about his petrol which did take quite a bit of fun out of the experience but I suppose that's his car, his fuel, and his prerogative. All in all a great night filled with laughter.

Been hanging out with Meng and WR quite a bit too of course, God knows what I'd do without the two of 'em. Quite hard to imagine that I didn't know either a year ago. Watched Pirates Of The Carribean the Friday before last. Most agree that it isn't up to the standard of the first one but I can't really say because well, I can't recall what the first one was like =D

Somehow Meng manages to come up with the most OT yet utterly hilarious things, like the Taepodong missile. Haha. Or like how Hilary Duff is actually a top secret weapon, and when she sings "Could be New York, maybe Hollywood & Vine. London, Paris, maybe Tokyo...", the cities are eviserated when she mentions them. It's really a funny mental image, although you do need to be...wired a certain way to see the humour in this kind of joke. Sadly most people aren't.

Anyway I still have lots of migration to do, in terms of transferring data to the MacBook, and I'm not used to typing with this laptop keyboard...at all...but hopefully I'll find my way round. Peace out.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

In Cold Blood


My first encounter with In Cold Blood was early this year, when I was hypnotized by pre-Oscar hype and made it a point to watch most of the flims which were nominated and screening here (Brokeback, Mrs Henderson Presents, Munich, Syriana, Transamerica etc). Of course, the main buzz surrounding Capote was Philip Seymour Hoffman's riveting and compelling portrayal of the author, which eventually won him the award for Best Actor.

Thus, I approached this novel knowing full well what was going to happen, from the senseless murder of the Clutter family to the hysteria that surrounded the case, the personalities of and relationship between the two murderers, their many years spent on death row, and their eventual hanging.

Taking this into account, you won't find me commenting on the cruelness of it all, or the repulsive lack of any remorse whatsoever, on the part of the killers. They would do it all again, given the chance.

Indeed, what drew me to this book was really Capote's literary genius. I love how he can describe a feeling, behaviour or circumstance by using metaphors that are so completely far-out but evoke the subject matter flawlessly.

Take, for example
The biography always set racing a stable of emotions - self-pity in the lead, love and hate running evenly at first, the latter ultimately pulling ahead.
Comparing his emotions with HORSES! If I just verbally describe this device, most people would go "That sounds terrible!" But when you actually read it for yourself, it's so beautiful...and simple. There's no fancy smancy vocab, the literary device used(that would be a metaphor right =p) is very basic, and yet it just completely brings out the idea he is trying to convey.

Another example in a similar vein,
'...I wonder why I did it.' He scowled, as though the problem was new to him, a newly unearthed stone of surprising, unclassified colour. 'I don't know why,' he said, as if holding it to the light, and angling it now here, now there.
I visualised a person, holding a magnifying glass to the stone, holding it above his eye, carefully studying it, as if he had never quite seen anything like it. And that perfectly describes the situation here doesn't it? Perry Smith never actually *really* thought about the murder he committed. This was his first time examining his motive (or lack of), hence the unfamiliarity. It must be said that a case might be made for the fact that they were simply not pychologically stable. The book does delve into pyschoanalysis that I don't really remember from the movie (which was more foucsed on Capote's own life anyway). A person just can't be stable in the mind if he can bring himself to committ such a random and seemingly senseless act that was not the result of any grudge against the specific person (or group of people) or of provocation on their part. It just doesn't make sense.

Anyway back to my fawning over Truman Capote's art.
Born In Texas, he was the younger child of fertile, moneyless, embattled parents who, when finally they separated, left their progeny to fend for themselves, to scatter hither and thither, loose and unwanted as bundles of Panhandle tumbleweed.
HAHA! It's so bitchy and humourous! Just think about the mental image for a moment. There. You have the idea of how discarded this person was as a child.

The second thing that really struck me was how, throughout the novel, and especially in the latter two chapters, I had to continually remind myself that what I was reading *really* happened, and that it wasn't the twisted, sick fantasy of a flamboyant queen, which was what Truman Capote was, as we all know. He may have added his embellishments here and there, but the facts surrouding the murder and the following years really did happen. It's just amazing that non-fiction can seem so much like something taken from the latest Hollywood horror script. I suppose it adds to the surreal nature of the whole case.

One more thing that I was pondering over. Nature versus Nurture. Yes, THAT debate again. Surely, no one is actually BORN to become a cold blooded murderer? Perhaps this wouldn't have happened if they had made it to college? But then again, Lowell Lee Andrews (who murdered his entire family for no apparent reason and was on Death-row with Perry and Dick), was an honours student at the University of Kansas. So it's some raging gene in them then? But how to you explain Dick's situation then? His parents were (seemingly) such nice and harmless people, to the point where you *really really* pitied them for having to bear the guilt and shame that their son had no intention of carrying.

I don't know really. It makes you think. Anyway, everyone should read In Cold Blood. It's a triumph of literature and journalism, all rolled into one. Bye now.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

MAC ME!


Isn't he beautiful? Sigh. I can't believe he's all mine! Haha. Seriously DVD quality on this baby is *amazing*

Look at this shot from Jenny Lo's If You Had My Love MV. She practically looks like she's jumping out at you la.

Can you imagine if a miniature J Lo really jumped out of my lappy screen? Oh the possibilites. Haha.

One more for posterity. Hell two more.


Amazing. I'm at a loss for words.

Last weekend was DISGUSTINGLY FUN! I have never had that much alcohol in one night. Shot after shot after shot. I let *that* Simon out after that, and once he came out he didn't go back in and couldn't shut up for the longest time. Haha. Meng and WR had never seen me like that before. It was great great fun. And Bier is like the coolest Thai I've ever met la! She's so pretty and has such a great personality. I really enjoyed chatting at MOX and dancing like a madman at Happy and Taboo. It was HELL TIRING the next day but all worth it. This is what EVERY weekend should be like. Come back soon Bier!

OMG! I am EXCITEDLY ANTICIPATING this movie la! PRADA! MERYL STREEP! Can't get ANY better than this. CHOOSE YOUR CHOOS! (or Manolos)

It's a pity I don't have a handy camera. Would have loved to have nice CLEAR pictures to cherish the memories. ET tonight looks like a bore so it's BACK TO MAC. Haha.