Mr Bad Media Karma

A cursory peek into my fucked-up life. Rants and raves, musings and madness - come get your piece of me.

Monday, April 26, 2010

I'm going to start a new blog soon, I think

This one has run its course. I don't feel like "craptasticqueer" anymore. I don't know, maybe its mellowing with, my god, age. Or even worse, the fear that the relative openness I've maintained here - and if you look back to previous posts, my god i was really open - is no longer sustainable as I prepare to graduate and enter the workforce. Yeah its still a year away but bottom line, I think this place was great, and its such an amazing record of the last 5 years of my life (well, make that 3 ish because to be honest, my updates for the past one and a half years have been sporadic at best), and I will leave it here for posterity, but... the time has come for something new.

Will get down to it when I get back to SG. Ah, getting back to SG. It's funny that I really do look forward to that so very much. Because I'm never satisfied with the present and am always looking into the future. Will let the people who need to know know when I have found a new place for writing.

Anyway, I'm going to end with the most random parting comment ever. I was looking through pictures of the two of you on FB, because, well, that's what I do when I have a barely written essay due in 3 days time and another 5 days after that. No, not you and you, but you and you.

And you don't read blogs so you're never going to read this, but I thought to myself, wow he was REALLY stupid to have let you go, especially for that. But love is blind I suppose?

As for you, I still love you very much. And I don't really know what to do at this point. I suppose we'll find out eventually won't we?

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