so lost and disillusioned

Have you ever been in an awkward moment? I sort of avoided one just now, but it still felt very awkward. I really dunno what to do now. Really dunno wad to do.

*after thought*-I know i'll be ok in the end la. It's always like that. I just wish that things could have been different this time. I guess in this circle, friendships are forged based on external appearances too. So much for having a bunch of friends to rely on eh?