Outside Of You

I can't get your attention
And I'm so sick of it
I've got something to say to you
So shut up and listen
I don't want you to look past me
I want you to know who I am
I hate it when you ignore me
You just don't understand
See the funny thing is
You're just as useless as me
I can make you better
If you would just let me in

[Chorus]
I'm outside of you
And I can't get through
Overlooking the beauty that's dying inside me (Can you see?)
I'm outside of you
And I'm so confused
You keep missing the small things
The safety that love brings (Can you see?)

I'm outside of you

For anything to survive
It needs love and light to grow
I could be something beautiful
I guess you'll never know
See the funny thing is
You're just as lonely as me
We could be so much better
If you would just let me in

[Repeat Chorus]

And as you walk by me
I'm silently screaming to set me free
I look in the mirror
And I see your future
You look good with me
And as you walk by me
I'm silently screaming to set me free
I look in the mirror
And I see your future
You look good with me
Oh!

[Repeat Chorus]

I'm outside of you
I'm outside of you

I LOVE Hilary's latest album Dignity. It's what great pop music should be. And this is my favourite song from the album. What's funny is I was looking at the credits for the songs, and three of my favourites (and the title track which I love too) are produced by Chico Bennett! OMG Britney should work with him for her new album!

Am not going to review the album yet (cause I'll be doing that for work =p).

Spring has come and new men have entered the lives of my dear friends, but I find myself single and...I don't know...it can feel good sometimes but other times it's sort of crappy.

Was watching the news this morning, about the V Tech massacre, and they were showing the faces of the victims. It was very sad. I think I nearly cried. Which I don't do very often, as you all will know. It's even more terrible that the killer is Asian. I mean, he's Korean but that doesn't matter to Americans. Korean, Japanese, Chinese - you're Asian. Talk about breaking Western stereotypes of Asians huh?

Off to read Kafka now.